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Hemlock & Bergamot

by Matthew Himes

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1.
Lay Low 03:52
We’re going down, There’s no way out. 
Better not catch What’s going ‘round, I can see the way It’s going down. 

It’s all the same anyway. We’re going down, All the way. 
Hey okay, Another doomsday. Break your mind and fly away. 

Lay low, And hide away In the empty hole Inside my brain. And it’s not the same As so many men. And it broke again, And it never ends. 

It’s all the same anyway We’re going down, All the way.
 Hey okay, Another doomsday. Break your mind and fly away.

2.
The Shadow 06:14
Every other evening, With a creaking hollow whisper, There’s a voice outside my window, With a shadow looking in. At first glance seems quite jagged, With the focus slowly shifting, And a curve now forms the shoulder Of a shadow looking in. Like a bell sounding sweetly, Like a song of spirits rising on the hill, Like a chime of Sunday morning, Sings the song.

 The window slowly opens, And I greet the lonely figure, With a non-transparent handshake, And my memory is gone. My memory is gone. 
 I remember lying quietly There on my patchwork blanket, When the lights began to flicker And my head began to fill. That then without all reason There would enter through my window, A speaking, slinking shadow As I breathe there laying still. So I call out to the shadow, Crying, "What is it you are seeking?" As they had most clearly entered, With two arms and head outlined. But the figure slowly shifting Merely hovers there in silence. The song now hushed to nothing, Though it lingers in my mind. Lingers in my mind.
 My memory is gone. My memory is gone. My memory is gone. My memory is gone. Gone, gone. Gone, gone.
3.
I Say No 03:11
Well I got fifteen bucks, And you might say that that ain’t much, But I say “Hell, I guarantee it is.” Cause I ain’t got far to go And my friends all hate me So I wish them well, and rubber-trampin’ it. Petite LeRoi, You and me know where to be, And I hate their smiling, ignorant ways. So chug along, Here’s hoping there ain’t air in them lines. And I say no. I know, I know, I know, no, no. I ain’t got far to go. 
And I say no. I know, I know, I know, no, no. Won’t say I told you so. I guess I got no love to give, and it’s your life, so go and live it, but not with me, So you best move aside. They say the way that I compare To other folks it just ain’t fair, But I just do What it takes to stay alive. Best left alone, So move along and let me be. I’ve tried and tried Most every other way. So chug along, Here’s hoping there ain’t air in them lines. And I say no. I know, I know. I know, no, no. I ain’t got far to go. 
And I say no. I know, I know. I know, no, no. Won’t say I told you so. And I say no. I say no.
4.
5.
I Feel Fine 04:20
You’re never not the one to blame. It’s just another selfish game, And another name written there On the dotted line. It’s such a lonely way to live, The guy has gotta lot to give, But when you’re laying there all alone, Lagging behind. You’re never not rock and roll. You really gotta take it slow, And the less you know, The better you’ll find. And when I hold your hand in mine, That morning light shines, And you’re never not going away with your heart on the line. And I feel fine. And I take what’s mine With my heart on the line. You’re just another broken heart At the dawn of a new start, And at the end when you’re looking back, you never made a dime. And I feel fine. And I take what’s mine. With my heart on the line. You’re never not the one to blame. It’s just another selfish game, And another name written there On the dotted line. It’s such a lonely way to live, The guy has gotta lot to give, But when you’re laying there all alone, Lagging behind. You’re just another broken heart At the dawn of a new start, And at the end when you’re looking back, you never made a dime. And I feel fine.
6.
Without Fear 05:11
I am not afraid.
7.
Tamped down, To briefly quell This reeking lump of grief Forever lodged between My breath and my heart. With false starts and ever bleeding. This time it's right. It will be all right. In the morning light. I’m finding my way In the morning. Always in the morning With the morning light. As night falls, I roll right through Into the grim. And there, that's him. That old black dog Comes running back again, Hungry for flesh. But with adequate rest, And the new morning light All will refresh. It's always better in the morning. Oh ebon hound, As you come traipsing through, I am forever bound To you. And oh, please do, My not unwelcome friend. With feverfew, And garlands of woven barley. These night lights, Can't keep me breathing in the morning. Not in the morning light. To those who stick it through, And make it to, The shining light of the morning. Always in the morning. In the morning light. Always in the morning.

about

“Himes’ sound evokes eerie landscapes of the inner mind as much as the external world… Himes sings in his dusty and defeated voice of loneliness, doomsdays and lost memories and hopes. If David Lynch is looking for someone to score one of his films… he could start his search here.“ — Shindig Magazine #139

Summer Solstice is the day those of us in the Northern Hemisphere receive the most direct sunlight of the year, which seems the perfect time to reveal this fresh work of luminous free folk and pastoral psychedelia for the new millennium.

This is Matthew's first full-length album to be released under his own name, and it's a welcome return to songwriting after a period without.

"Hemlock & Bergamot" offers a dusty allegory, both lullaby, and lament. A gesture to remind of both the knots tightly tied and loose ends unraveled. Seven songs of dreams and reality, rooted in the spaces between. A story told of both past reflection and forward projection, tales of trauma framed as spectral encounter, and the road to recovery through love and light.


"Really sublime experimental loner folk from this mysterious Minnesotan, who writes intimate and melancholic tunes, that are nearly tone poems. Some cuts trickle into pure expansive psychedelia... a cohesive spareness and phantasmagoric vibe, with even a rustic flavor at times— recommended for fans of Simon Finn, Alastair Galbraith, Daniel Johnston, and both Nico and Nicodemus." - Steven Krakow


"... at once both lonesome and intimate... filled with the hope and light of a bright new dawn." - Record Crates United

"Further north here in Minnesota, Matthew Himes is creating his own brand of backwoods psychedelia...a really strong return to songwriting that sounds like a fresh new chapter..." - Free Form Freakout

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released June 18, 2021

For LeRoi, thanks for everything.

All songs written and performed by Matthew Himes.
Recorded in South Minneapolis, MN 2019-2020.

Mastered February 2021 by Caleb Mulkerin.

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